Tuesday, June 18, 2019

50 Years

Watched a documentary  named Apollo 11. It opened the childhood  floodgates. When I was a kid, I was completely enthralled with the space program. I belonged to the Science  Club of America and received monthly magazines, models to build and all sorts of goodies. I was into model rocketry and had about a dozen rockets, two launchers, engines and the like. I belonged to the Science Fiction  Book Club, and of course, watched Star Trek.
Then, POOF! The space program ended.

Although I  had started  drum lessons in 1968, drumming took center stage and science took a back seat. For a brief hour and a half today, I was 12 again and everything  seemed possible.

Now I have  to  go  back  to  being a fucking grown up, with all the  stress, guilt and regrets. But for a brief  hour and a  half today, I was  a  kid  again. Sure felt wonderful.

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Another Vivid Dream

Telemarketing.

I've ALWAYS hated it.
Just awoke from a dream, nightmare, where I worked for an insurance company...
The leads had dried up.
lists of names were handed down. We were expected to make phone calls.
$700 in premium per day was our goal.

Guys, all around me in 3 piece suits. None were calling.
I looked several times at my list.
Looked to my left, I had 3 trainees blinking wide eyed at me,m waiting for me to start training them, all the while I had thoughts of walking out.