Winter Approaches

As Autumn creeps by, the subtle hint of a much colder temperature lingers on the horizon. Being chilled to the bone will be much more of an existance as time marches forward. Slower movements become the norm as blanket weather harkens. I had Wendy's Chili for lunch and LOVED it!

Meanwhile, the one-time clock's ticking fades into oblivion. Echoes from my past reserect into my sub-conscious as today's events play out before me, in one last ditch effort to remind me of heartaches gone by. Issues that were once a great part of my life are increasingly non existant. My once crystal clear viewport of the past is gradually clouding over as time's page has turned once again. A path I once thought I might have once taken - and even though of returning to - fades as the future unvails itself.

Work consumes me to the point of exclusion of all else.
THIS path is full of activity with little more than nominal monetary gain - but a gain, none the less.

I am neither depressed nor impressed with this present direction, as long as it pays the bills. I would usually end this with something ominous as "time will tell"... but here's a twist: I don't recognize what I have become. While that could be detrimental, it may also be perceived as good.

Reasons for my past's actions and motivations that once drove me are increasingly unimportant. Being busy is making me money - and while I am not getting rich, I am almost caught up on my bills due to the past 5 months' barren period.... recovery my ass!!!