Thursday, February 04, 2021

Something's changed

I feel it, but am not sure what it encompasses. 

Lately, I think about the good times with Diana, a LOT.  But that's not the only change.  

I both loath and relish my 1st American job. Also, I like Roadie when I'm not driving 1st American.  At the same time,  I miss the freedom of retirement.  I miss the freedom of Heather working.  I don't want anything to happen to her,  but I miss her being well and independent.  

I still want to be in a band but I also miss my freedom to go out and watch others music. 

I'm sensing a pattern here. FREEDOM. I'm tired of being told what to think and do. How to act. How we all need vaccines and to mask up. 

I thought I was prepared to go off on my own and live alone.  Now I'm being forced to because of new liberal shaming that has become acceptable.  I won't be mandated in to doing something or acting a certain way. 

I miss freedom of choice... even if it means I choose to exercise my immune system and not vaccinate. Especially when 62% of the medical profession HASN'T vaccinated,  not trusting the vaccines. What hypocrisy from the voted elitists! Do as I say, not as I do. 

Time will tell