update of sorts

Well, I've prepaid my cremation and the will is being completed. I've stopped speaking to Erica because of her radical ideas. Now Mike seems to be affected by the same ignorance. 

Right now I can't be concerned with that however.  That's for Jessica to sort out. All I can do is work to pay off the credit cards and cars.  That's my purpose. 

I can't put my finger on it, but I've been revisiting the past during my dreams in the past days.  Everything from closings to real estate to lending and insurance.

Quite odd really.  I find myself waking up, thinking wait!! I'm retired.  I don't need this.....

Seems like I'm wrapping things up in my head,  heart and life.

Time will tell...