Endings

Today's passage is on endings.
Weird topic, I know.

Still, it "feels" like I am in the midst of an ending.... and I don't even know what it's all about. One thing I have gotten to trust over the years is my gut instinct, and this feels like an ending.

I am hopeful it means the financial drought is ending. And my gut instinct doesn't say emphatically no, yet still - there's that feeling of UNKNOWN about it.

So, let me speculate.
- Summer's ending. That is a certainty. (Check the calander).
- My dreams of drumming again were dashed for a second time this week when the reality of life's expenses eclipsed my desire for bidding on a practice set of drum pads.
- While work has been so scarce, I have been applying everywhere - only to determine that the job picture is exceedingly bleak.
- Could my nightmarish existance be ending soon as well? (This is a compilation of all the downsizing and short-cutting I have done to reduce expenses to the level that is more manageable).

I'll have to get back on this... because this is hardly completed yet.