Know what?
My future is more uncertain than I once thought.
I now know that Heather won't be in my life much longer. Whether it's a day or 2 years, I am now seeing my life without her.
I also know I'll be alone for the remainder of my life. I'm good with that.
Had I been 10 years younger, I might have begun to look further south.... W. Virginia, Tennessee perhaps.... somewhere with mountains.
I've been working like mad, paying off all my Bill's as fast as I can. Only the car will remain by the end of the month. Then, I'll continue to double up on the car.
As for my personal life, as my former lustful life rears its ugly head from time to time, I will probably bemoan the fact that so-N-so has great legs, or a beautiful face, but I also realize that I've no bells to tingle her whistles, so I've decided to close that door in my life. This includes the fantasy I had of that recent girl, Dawn.
Finally having left Facebook, was probably one of the best decisions I had made in the last 10 years or so. No more drama has it's pressure relieving benefits! Lol
