Monday, August 10, 2020

Turn the page

A few weeks back, I deactivated my E.B.WILLIAMS Facebook account.  It was a good choice.  To move forward I felt it was the only road ahead.  Now, I feel stronger about that decision.  

I've freed myself from my phone for one.  It really irritates me to see someone on her phone all the time, as if my presence were irrelevant. I now know how foolish that looks. 

The friends I had on Facebook were an illusion.  In reality,  I had no friends.  This was a first step back toward reality.  

Somewhere between March, when we were all locked  down, and now, I refocused on my bills.  The thousands I owed are nearly gone. The car is paid ahead and balance is down nearly 1000. By the end of August,  the car will be the only debt.  

Then, I can focus on saving.  I'll need about $5000 in reserves for the next step. Then I can move, to be alone again.  It will be nice to think my 8-900 per month will go towards owning rather than padding a landlord's pockets. 

There. That's the plan. 
And I don't have to sell anything else to accomplish it, as I had to in the past