We stopped at a diner. While Jimmy ate, I sat across the table and talked to Diana. She said she didn't like how we ended and wanted to be friends. We talked some more. always holding hands as she played with my fingers. The words spoken but I don't remember, other than feeling heartfelt warmth from her.
She stepped away for a moment, talking to a lady..
Some kind of consultant. I heard Diana say, well I'm a truck driver now and they owned 2 houses between them so her house would have to go.
During her conversation with the consultant, I saw her glancing at me several times.
Then her voice got soft as she was privately talking to the consultant. Still glancing at me once in a while. During this time, I got the feeling that she was speaking to a wedding consultant and was getting married. Then I got the feeling that her trying to make amends was so she could go into a marriage without any guilt.
I felt dazed when I woke and a bit foreboding. As if I had a glimpse of the future here. Of course I felt a sense of loss, and yet knowing it wasn't my path, I was OK with it.
As it was time to go, we slowly drove off, we were suddenly on Diana's road as she walked adjacent to the car, smiled and waved as the whole dream faded.
Sad, but completed. I was reminded of how much we were in love with each other for a time. A time gone, but we were once very much in love
