The end of a long, short week.

Just days ago,  Lauren texted about Saturday.  4 pm. Meet at her house and then her daughter and bf would take us to go see Christmas lights.  Lauren said her daughter wants to meet me.  

On one hand... OYE. 

On the other hand... silence from Lauren since.  I feel like I am bothering her.

I can't take much more of this. 

I think after Saturday,  I'll resign into my cave