Thursday, December 17, 2020

12/17/20

Apparently,  I'm undesirable. 
Except for Heather who is acting like she is trying to rekindle.  I don't want that.

I guess I will just keep working.  It's all I've ever been good at.  Relationships no. Work yes. ALWAYS been that way.  ALWAYS!

I don't find joy in Facebook,  messenger or texts.  I used to get a charge out of getting texts from Lauren.  Now I don't even get texts.  She's done and I'm gone. 

Life's taken more twists and the only constant is work.  

I also fill in with roadies and that too is a bit dull. I need a break... from life