A lot has happened since then. I could rehash everything now but I won't. Almost all of it is downfall after downfall.
I shouldn't have gotten married then. I shouldn't have been a father, especially 4 times!
I shouldn't have involved myself with the Mitchell crowd.
The stumbling blocks built one trap after another for me and I blasted through them all.
Then, when I was divorced, I shouldn't have done it all again. The best feeling relationship seemed to be Diana, for about 3 1/2 years. Even that crumbled. So did subsequent relationships.
Jude shouldn't have happened. She was a rebound from Shari Equist, who shouldn't have happened either. Heather was an unwanted experiment to see if I could still get it up.
Lately, extensive flirtation from Lauren, then Dawn, then Suzanne, have lead me to believe that I am hopeless.
