Monday, May 10, 2021

wasted time

I'm beginning to see certain checkpoints in my life. For example: February,  1980. I could have just walked away  and not take Don Cerino's goading.  

1989: we could have just made do with Kenmore Avenue.  

1994- I could have ignored Michelle. 

1998-  I could have stayed away from. Theglobe.com and all the women. 

1999: icould have just let Cheryl be a fling. I would have avoided multiple moves, a foolish 2nd marriage and divorce. 

2001: This could have been a major breakaway point. I could have moved away from northeast Ohio. 

2004-8: I could have seen that the alcohol was driving us apart. Then I may have handled 2008 differently. 

2007-08. I missed another breakaway point. Later in 2008,I wished I never wrote Cheryl that email. The subsequent 5 years downward would have been avoided.

2014. I wish I never pursued Jude.  The subsequent 2 years would have been avoided. 

2016. I wished I never responded to Heather and her messages. 
Lots of choices gone wrong!!!