Monday, December 27, 2021

flashbacks again

After a dream involving Bill Eyerdam and corporate undertakings like were at QTA/ESS 20 years ago,  I have since had Lauren flashbacks again.

QTA/ESS flashbacks are normal just as Cerino's and CUNA mutual ones were.  Lauren flashbacks are a bit out of the ordinary.  At first,  she was all for lunches and dinners. She was the one who ran with the idea of STTNG marathons.  Why then, did she suddenly ice over and ghost me? 

No matter.  It wasn't meant to be. 
I don't venture north of route 18 anyway.  

Different track.
Christmas,  I blocked all relatives except Linda, Lisa and Del. My kids have no desire to contact me anymore anyhow,  so to hell with them.

Impulse is at Nashville Nights on 1-1-22 and I'm going.  Dawn can go flirt elsewhere. Apparently,  I'm the last person to know that I am through with her.

A different type of change is in my future.  For example,  today I heard Heather say that if anything happens to me she's already discussed and agreed to move in with Randy.  She's not so hot on Bob now. Likes the looser relationship situation with Randy,  where each of them can go play with others if they want to. 

More van repairs today.  Gotta make more money now to pay the 1642 I owe credit cards on all the van work