For the 3rd night in a week, I'm alone.
Last Sunday and Monday nights and last night (also Sunday). It averages 2 nights a week now she's with him.
Today, I start a part time job. I hope it lasts at least 6 months. I need to pay off my bills. I also need to stash away some saved cash.
November approaches marking the 2nd anniversary of moving here. By that time I'll need to have the drums paid off and credit cards paid, plus be better rehearsed up. Then maybe I can join a band and bring in extra cash.
I hope I'm going to find an affordable place for myself and get moved. I'd rather live alone than with someone who fucks another man. I'm worth more than that.
