Still reeling

After the events of this past week are settling in,  I find myself reflecting on the events of the past year.  6 solid months of nervous anxiety followed by a week of frantic lunacy and then silence.  

I'm sure it'll take a while to sink in. Sallie is quiet and sorrowful.  She lied, about everything.  Cost us $7000. Trusting her will never be the same.  

Heather now talks about going away with Randy on vacation.  What am I, sliced meat?? I won't let any grass grow under my feet.  She plays. I'll play! Wednesday,  I'll head to sly fox for Cys 69th birthday.  This weekend I'll find somewhere to go.  Maybe I'll find a lady.

I'm still looking at other places to live. She gets money from her benefactor and unemployment.  No incentive for her to work.  I, still average 250 a week, on Roadie. For me its about 31000 a year with social security.  I can get by on that.