I've turned so many pages.
It's no longer 100% recollectable.
New job. Roadie fees went down and gigs fewer and farther between. I went to 1st American Couriers. Money will get better as I gain experience.
I haven't seen Lauren in 2 weeks. First weather, then covid tests. I don't know where I stand with her. I think that it's still good. We still text almost daily but... who knows.
Speaking of covid, Sallie was exposed and is quarantined for weeks
Heatheris at Randy'sfrom lastthurs to Monday afternoon I'm good being alone.
Dawn shot me down in a friendly way a couple of days ago. I went to the birthday party . I'm quite done. She always said sugar and would sweet talked me back. And then I'd flop again. She's outta my league anyway.
I'm feeling alone
