Part 1
I completely opened up to Lauren. Talked about family parties, invitations to dinner at her house. Softball game at her house with a water balloon fight, Lauren pushing me into the pool, our make out sessions at a party and one midday visit once where we went downstairs and necked for a bit while she was on lunch. These things and others, I distinctly remember.
NOPE never happened. Did She block them out? Was I hallucinating? Was it a fantasy?
Nope. I remember the make out sessions happening.
She was convinced they never happened and I wasn't delusional. Maybe I dreamt them.
They happened. I started wondering who. Then I think.... Barb Daniels??? I can't be sure, but that might be the answer. She also came to parties and she and I did date some.
But Lauren was rebuffed and repulsed. I was even accused of being with Laura Hazen or Jeannie Dobie. Neither were friends of Lauren and she hates them as Linda dumped Lauren and even ignored her at a recent reunion. Jeannie was Kathy Dobie's sister and I hated the stuck up bitch. I'm guessing Laura Hazen was Amy Hazen's sister, but Amy was a popular cheerleader and not very likely to talk to me. No way on either chick.
So I have repulsed a very nice, very comfortable feeling Lauren.
Funny. 4 weeks ago, I ended use of allopurinol and started tart cherry extract. I had no returning of gout and my joints feel great! So I looked for a substitute for lisinopril and found one. Been on that for 2 weeks. Lisinopril side effects were horrendous. Dizziness, dry mouth, constant pee trips, aching joints, stomach problems including indigestion, even cancer, and loss of interest in sex. HELLO! Since I've been off lisinopril I get hard ons and am horny!!! BENEFIT!!!
But now, I've driven Lauren away.
Sigh.
