Also, my reminiscing about former lovers. How good the following women were: Michelle Birinyi, Mary Beth Johnson, Diana Ellis. Those 3 were 1994-2002 intermittently, 1998, and 2002-04 respectively. But alas, they were ALL flings... not true girlfriends.
I've had flings before and after, but those were the ones who I shared multiple passions with. Before, there was scoring. After, diminishing interest. By 2006, sex was pretty much over.
I can only hope that band music will replace sex for me this year. Because it truly needs to happen.
Personally, I'm in a rut and need to get out.
Heather's a wreck and full of self loathing and pity. She needs to move on from the emotional and physical pain of the last couple years
