Some are pure fiction but with real people from my past. Others are insights of events from the past.
Some awaken me from a dead sleep, causing a feeling of incompleteness for hours after awakening. Others leave me longing to complete the dream. Some occur from incomplete information about the past.
But I suspect I am replaying my life. Perhaps due to a turning of the page. Perhaps beginning the final settlement of accounts prior to death. Who knows?
I'm not now ready for death, as a new page in my lifetime is about to turn with the new band. I've turned the corner on a number of issues and it feels like a new adventure is beginning.
Plus, I'm more ed hopeful about 2021 than I ever was in 2020. But that chapter is yet to play out. Time will tell...
