Wednesday, April 14, 2021

Things slowing down

Multiple topics tonight. 
First, with therapy done, I've continued Roadies.  Half are driven by Heather.  She seems to be getting better.  

I'm feeling sluggish again,  as if regressing, post therapy. 

With Rt95 over, no response from Silverback,  I'm full ahead with captain jack. But will my endurance be enough? I can play a bit... 

I sense trouble in the future with Dawn. She definitely wants more than I can give. 

I still have flashbacks from before. 
Diana... innocence of a new and fun relationship 
Jude... I am reminded of black tar... feeling the cold breath of death in my hearts memories

Cheryl... 8th angelversary on Saturday. 

All the fun talks and memories with Lauren... and suddenly the death of a slammed door and frigid static. what a whack job! Almost as bad as Jude. 

The car won't last another year with the mileage being driven... perplexed mixed feelings there. 

I NEED more money