Thursday, July 08, 2021

Compounding Bad Decisions

2008 - reuniting with Cheryl. 
Lead to the eternal heartbreak I currently endure 

2014/15/16 Jude all the time. Every level One of the worst decisions EVER!

2017-21. To a much lesser extent is Heather.  First being in the midst of a divorce,  then her insane ex andkid. Plus the age gap. Then, 8 months after moving here,  tolerating her request to open up the relationship.  It died that day and she became a sister  

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Addendum 11:06 pm

Heather had a date with Gary.  An alleged text saying she waS headed to her illustrators came in. I watched a movie. The entire house is now a disaster area as Heather sprawled her mess into the dining room. 

Today, I caught up a bit on my week's income. But I've got 4 days to go. It'll take a lot of work to make 2 car payments a month. 

Today, I closed the door on dawn.  My heart is worth more than an occasional flirtation.  

I'm closing doors in a lot of areas. More when I have it