This evening I'm angry. Working so hard that I was too tired to go out. In retrospect, thats not a complaint, it's part of the change.
I'm seldom going out for bands anymore. It no longer feels like me. I'd like to get back to nature photos soon. I felt like I need the inner peace.
Since Heather has gone so much again, I'm alone. She left Wednesday morning thru Friday morning, then went out Friday night. Left this morning and won't be back til Monday some time.
I'm on my own right now.
Today was the first day I actually contemplated selling my PDP kits. Doesn't sound like I'll ever drum again.
Change is coming
